Ed Sheeran - Punchline

I might seem too distracted right now
It's been so long, I've been the punchline
I stand naked while these clothes dry out
Leave me drowning to edit the runtime

Put me down so I'm in my place
Say it's over for breathin' space
All I was was a route to change
Is this just growin' up?
All this love could not seal my fate
Low is all that I've been of late
Caught in webs I wove with my mistakes
But this is growin' up